I don't wanna look, I just wanna find, can you give me something to believe in? It was a cloudy night, or so it looked to me. I felt so lost, I couldn't say why. I needed strength to change my mind but those ghosts stick to me like glue, hating my life, believing I was no good. I fed the clues of a lost day killed in motion. But I thought of it so like there's no other way it could've been done. Will they size my fit for a puzzle I wish not to play a part in it? A heart stained in hate, a feeling of fear will play circles. If given mistakes, would I take them back? If erasing them could, if erasing them would? But would they be the words that I would say? I fought the decisions that called and lost. My mark has the revelant piece in this. I will come reformed. I will always love you, I will never leave you alone. Sometimes I might forget, say things I might regret. I don't wanna loose you, I can never make it alone. You keep me standing tall, you'll help me through it all. I'm always strong when you're beside me. 'Cause I am the man who will fight for your honor, I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of. Gonna live forever knowing together, that we did it all for the glory of love. You've been trying to get me open, caught out in the open. You’re hiding something, ‘cause it’s burning through your eyes. I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies. And I can tell you’re going through the motions. Which one of us will burn until the end? Catalyst, you insist to pull me down. You contradict the fact that you still want me around. And it’s all downhill from here. Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness, reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss. You’ll deny it ‘til you’re at your bitter end. Now did you catch that look in my eye? It should have made you think this; that I can take us to the sky. To a place with the sweetest air where we’ll fill our hearts with gold. There's so many roads, go to sleep for awhile. I'll wake you up in three-thousand miles. You've got this new head filled up with smoke, and I've got my veins all tangled close. We lay, we lay together just not, too close, too close. A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses, you start shaking at the thought. You are everything I want, 'cause you are everything I'm not. I just wanna bring you down so badly. Well I trip over everything you say. My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit. In talks, it says, 'You, oh, you are so cool.' She shot the bullet that ended that life. Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. Look to the past and remember and smile. And maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile. I'm not in the scene, I think I'm fallin' asleep. But then all that it means is I'll always be dreaming of you. I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets. Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares. It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right. I know that there's a difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have. I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow. They've given me a second chance. I built this cloud I can break it. The world can’t change how I feel. Because I know it’s a lie, My heart is real. It was a darkness all my own, a song played on the radio. It went straight to my heart. I carried it with me. Until the darkness was gone. At war here in Thursday, let's make this our last day at home by the fence. Would you run? Would you run? Would you run down past the fence? I wish goddamn it, we'll make it if you believe.